Field Note – March 28, 2025

Why am I writing these essays?

If you’re reading this, then in some way—you’re searching. Maybe it’s for understanding, for truth, for purpose, or just a clearer picture of what it really means to follow Christ. I know that search well.

For years, I thought I understood my faith. I had spent decades in Bible-believing fellowships, serving in just about every role you can imagine—music director, youth leader, Sunday school teacher, church elder, even preaching occasionally. I knew the language of Christianity. Not only that, but I knew the right answers. But something was missing.

Over time, I came to realize three things:

• I had never seriously asked: How do I know what I claim to believe is actually true? I simply acted on what I was taught—without ever examining the foundation.
• I didn’t understand, nor had I experienced, my true purpose—my highest good. Why? Because I was still operating under point #1.
• I didn’t yet grasp that everything exists and moves according to God’s plan and His timing. And once I began to understand that, the first two began to fall into place.

It wasn’t until my 50s that I truly started to see these things clearly.

DiscipleLife.org is the result of that long struggle—a journey to understand God’s plan and live it out. I’ve spent years digging into Scripture, not just for answers, but for alignment, for truth, for clarity, and for purpose.

When did everything change?

When I finally cried out to God, “I just want to know the truth!”, it wasn’t out of rebellion, but out of desperation. I wasn’t doubting God—I was doubting whether I had truly understood Him. I saw how easily people accepted beliefs without thinking critically, how many lived on borrowed faith without ever making it their own. Likewise, I feared I might be doing the same. And if I was, how many others were as well?

This realization set me on a journey—not just to reaffirm my faith, but to understand it in a way that could withstand any challenge. I wanted to know why the Bible is true, why God’s plan unfolds as it does, and why discipleship is not just about salvation but about transformation. I wanted more than just religious certainty; I wanted a coherent, logical, biblical worldview that aligned with reality.

That journey is what led me to write this series, A Disciple’s Life.

Why Am I Writing This?

I am writing because I want to share what I have been taught. Discipleship is not a program, a class, or a checklist—it is a lifelong process of learning, growing, and becoming who God created us to be. This series is not just about gathering knowledge, but about helping believers examine their faith and align their lives with God’s truth.

I write as a fellow traveler, not as a scholar or an authority. I see myself as a teaching assistant (TA) in God’s classroom, guiding others as I, too, continue learning. The Holy Spirit is the true teacher—I am only here to point to the truth He reveals in Scripture.

This series follows a systematic approach—not just throwing out ideas, but leading you step by step. Each essay builds on the last, exploring God’s plan, the search for truth, the evidence for God’s existence, the reliability of Scripture, and what it means to live as a disciple. If we are going to commit to this journey, we must do it together, with honesty, logic, and a willingness to ask difficult questions.

What Do I Ask of You?

1. Engage with these essays thoughtfully – Do not just accept what I write because it sounds right. Test everything against Scripture.
2. Be willing to examine your faith – Paul tells us to “Examine yourselves, to see whether you are in the faith” (2 Corinthians 13:5). That is not a suggestion—it is a command.
3. Ask questions – If something challenges your beliefs, don’t push it aside. Wrestle with it.
4. Commit to discipleship – Jesus didn’t call us to be converts. He called us to be disciples, which means following Him with our whole lives.

So, I invite you to continue this journey with me. Not just as readers, but as fellow disciples. Let’s explore God’s truth together.

So, I invite you to continue this journey with me. Not just as readers, but as fellow disciples. Let’s explore God’s truth together.

Where do we go from here?

PART ONE: What Is God’s Plan?
This in an introduction to this section before we begin the first essay in this section, I want you to understand Part One is an introduction not an in-depth study.