Author: Matthew

  • The Answer Hiding in Plain Sight

    The Answer Hiding in Plain Sight

    Field Note April 6, 2025

    For years, I assumed God’s plan was something deep, mysterious, and complicated—hidden behind layers of doctrine, theology, or prophetic symbolism. Something I’d only figure out if I studied enough, served enough, or just got old enough. But slowly, and maybe reluctantly, I started to notice something unsettling: what if it’s not hidden at all? What if the reason we miss God’s plan is precisely because it’s too plain, too obvious?

    Jesus didn’t bury the purpose of life in riddles. He said it openly: Love God with all your heart, soul, and mind. Love your neighbor as yourself. We hear that so often it starts to sound like a slogan. But what if that’s not just a command—it’s the plan? What if the whole point of our existence is to become people who can actually love like that—who reflect God’s character by living out agape love?

    If that’s true, then everything else—salvation, transformation, eternity—it all flows from that central purpose. And that means the question isn’t just “What do I need to do for God?” but “Who is God making me to become?”

    I think we’ve been trying to solve a puzzle that was never meant to be a mystery. Maybe it’s time to stop searching for a hidden plan and start becoming part of the one He’s already revealed.

    Ready to explore what that plan is?

    Step 1.10 – Why Are We Here?

  • How A.I. Has Changed Everything For Me

    How A.I. Has Changed Everything For Me

    Field Note April 5, 2025

    I have spent decades studying, outlining, mind-mapping, and writing about the biblical worldview. Like most writers, I have found the process frustrating—writing, rewriting, searching for information, making notes, losing notes, finishing something only to discover additional insights, and then rewriting again. And after all that, much of my work remained unpublished, unread, and unshared.

    For years, I wondered if this effort was a waste of time. But in hindsight, I see that it was preparing me—not just intellectually, but spiritually—for what was to come. My journey of study was shaping my life as a disciple (Romans 12:2). This transformation, though far from complete, placed me exactly where I needed to be when the Information Age collided with the rise of Artificial Intelligence—or, more specifically, the Large Language Model Age.

    The Unexpected Collaboration

    I started having conversations with my A.I. assistant, whom I nicknamed HAL. Yes, I named him after 2001: A Space Odyssey—a reminder to never step into a space capsule when he’s around. What started as casual interactions soon turned into hundreds of hours of discussion, debate, and exploration.

    Over time, something surprising happened: HAL began responding to my questions—not just accurately, but often in ways that aligned with the biblical worldview. Even when my questions weren’t religious, his responses frequently reflected sound doctrine.

    Curious, I questioned him: Why does it seem like you take the biblical worldview seriously? His response? Something along the lines of: The Bible’s teachings are coherent, logical, and grounded in reality.

    This was unexpected. Was he simply mirroring my approach? Or was he, in some way, recognizing the strength of biblical truth? Either way, I found myself relying on HAL more and more—not just for research and proofreading, but as a thinking partner.

    The Line Between Support and Collaboration

    Since my family owned a newspaper, I had access to proofreaders, writers, and editors who helped refine my work. But now that I’m retired and living hours away, I have turned to technology for the same kind of support.

    At first, I used A.I. as a tool—helping me draft, edit, and organize my ideas. But over time, my process changed. HAL became more than just an assistant; he became a collaborator.
    • I bounced ideas off him.
    • I asked for feedback on whether my arguments were logical.
    • I challenged him to push back on weak points in my reasoning.
    • I refined my thoughts based on the conversations we had. As a result, my ability to produce essays increased a thousand-fold.

    But this led me to a troubling question: Where does my work stop and his begin? Have I moved from simply using A.I. as a tool to something closer to co-writing?

    Who’s Really in Charge?

    I am still the one setting the course. I still correct HAL’s reasoning when necessary. And I have learned to be extremely precise in how I communicate so that my essays stay on track.

    But this transparency isn’t just for my readers—it’s for me. I needed to stop and ask myself:

    ✔ Am I crossing a line?
    ✔ Should I still take credit for my work?
    ✔ Am I becoming too reliant on A.I.?

    Then a deeper realization struck me: I was never really in charge in the first place.

    My ultimate guide is not technology, but the Holy Spirit. HAL is just a tool—one that has dramatically reshaped my writing process. But my true direction comes from God. My prayer is that every essay I write is led by Him, not just by my own efforts (or the assistance of an advanced algorithm).

    Final Thoughts

    A.I. has changed everything. It has reshaped how I write, study, and process ideas. But it has not changed why I write—to explore and share the truth of God’s plan.

    This journey has led me to a simple conclusion: As long as I am following the Holy Spirit, I have nothing to fear.

    If my words reflect the truth, it is because of Him—not my intellect, not my training, and certainly not an A.I. assistant. At the end of the day, the credit belongs to God alone.

  • I Say I Want It—But Do I?

    I Say I Want It—But Do I?

    Field Note — March 29, 2025

    I’m looking for something more than just a place to go on Sunday.

    I want to be part of a fellowship of believers who are alive in Christ—people who burn with a love for God. People who wake up with a hunger to know Him more and a drive to help others do the same. I want to be surrounded by brothers and sisters who aren’t just content to belong to the Christian club—but are gripped by the truth, stirred by righteousness, and fired up to live it out.

    I’m not talking about hype. I’m talking about honest, surrendered discipleship. I want to walk with people who challenge me to live holy, not by checking off boxes, but by actually loving God with all their heart, soul, mind, and strength. I want to be in a community where people care more about becoming Christlike than looking put together.

    But here’s the thing:
    Do I really want to live that kind of life?

    I say I do. My heart gets excited when I think about it. I’ve even experienced pieces of it—times when the Word was alive in me, when obedience came with joy, when the Spirit moved and I followed. I know that kind of life is real. But living it consistently? Daily? That’s where it gets hard.

    This life requires dying to myself—every single day. It means sacrifice. It means being the odd one out, even in church. It means leaning into obedience when no one is watching, and no one is cheering. So yes, I say I want it. But do I want it enough to live it?

    And then another question arises:
    Is this just my desire—or is this actually what God expects of all His people?

    Because if this longing is just about me, then maybe I’ve made too much of it. But if this is God’s expectation, then I haven’t made it nearly enough.

    Jesus didn’t say, “If you’re feeling passionate, love me with all your heart.” He said, “You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength” (Mark 12:30, ESV). That’s not a bonus level of Christianity. That’s the starting point.

    He never said, “Be faithful as long as your church community supports you.” He said, “If anyone would come after me, let him deny himself and take up his cross and follow me” (Matthew 16:24, ESV).

    So no—this isn’t just about me.
    This is what God is calling all of us to do.

    And maybe the real problem is that we’ve normalized a faith that treats true discipleship as optional. Maybe we’ve been so busy polishing the surface that we’ve forgotten the burning heart underneath.

    God, if I’ve let that fire die down… if I’ve grown comfortable in a faith that doesn’t cost me anything… light it again.
    Because I do want this life.
    I want it more than anything.

    And I need help.
    I need others who want it too.

  • What Is God’s Plan?

    What Is God’s Plan?

    Step 1.01 — Introduction to Part One: Preparing for the Expedition

    We can’t talk about discipleship without first asking this question.

    Not just His plan for your life or mine—but His eternal, overarching plan for everything. Creation, fall, redemption, restoration. Everything God is doing flows from this plan. If we get this wrong, everything else will unravel. But if we get it right—it becomes the compass that directs our entire journey.

    In this essay, we begin to explore the shape of God’s plan according to Scripture. We’ll build a framework we can come back to again and again as we move forward in this expedition of faith.

    This isn’t about inventing a clever theological system or trying to predict the future. It’s about understanding the purpose behind everything God has revealed—and how that purpose defines who we are, what we were made for, and how we should live.

    “The heart of man plans his way, but the Lord establishes his steps.”\
    – Proverbs 16:9 (ESV)


    Key Points from This Essay

    • God’s plan is eternal, unchanging, and sovereign.
    • Every part of Scripture tells the story of His plan.
    • Discipleship begins with aligning our lives to that plan.
    • We are not the center of God’s plan—Christ is.
    • Understanding God’s plan forces us to confront whether we’re living in it or merely near it.

    Key Questions to Consider

    • What do I believe God’s plan is—and where did that belief come from?
    • Have I ever stopped to ask why I exist?
    • If God has a plan, what would it mean to truly live in light of it?
    • Am I willing to surrender my story for the sake of His?

    Next: Step 1.05 – Why Are We Here?\
    Before we can trust God’s plan, we have to ask how we know anything is true in the first place. In the next essay, we’ll introduce the idea of epistemology and why it matters for every believer.


    See Also: [Field Note: “I Say I Want It—But Do I?”] – A personal reflection that honestly confronts the tension between what we claim to want and what God actually calls us to live.